Today, I want…

One day the world seems perfect and immaculate – the next day the drones of everyday routine begin to eat at the edges of the happy smile. And other days are today – where life is just life and work is simply that – work.

And I want to tell you simply this – I want to do things – things that will make my everyday a day of immaculacy.

I want to run – not away just far
I want to go to Europe again – I want to take my parents there
I want to see a rainbow every month
I want my boyfriend to see himself through my eyes to see the love
I want my mother to see herself through my eyes to realize her potential
I want my dad to sit back and enjoy a holiday – stress free
I want to be able to paint and not paint over it because its not good enough
I want my house to be clean without me slaving at it
I want my towels to stay as soft as they are when you buy them
I want my highlights to never grow out
I want to have the motivation to keep my car sparkly clean
I want a French Bulldog to name Tina and create a castle of biscuits for
I want to kiss someone that makes me full up with butterflies
I want someone to look at me so that hair stands up on my back
I want to get the guts to tell my boss I do more than he gives me credit for
I want to do sit ups – out of choice
I want all my ex boyfriends back in my life – and for them to understand the concept of friendship
I want my family to live five minutes from me
I want to cook a big Sunday lunch for everyone I know
And I want to wake up every morning looking forward to today and not the day when I will wake up looking forward to that day
I want to take that boy that sells hangers on the corner and buy him clothes
I want to go on a three day safari
I want to be able to bungee jump without crying three hours before
I want my blog to inspire someone
And most of all when I get married I want my dad to walk me down the aisle while my mom smiles from the front row and my brothers have tears in their eyes

Ok so that’s what I want today on this “other day”.